As South Africa heads into its darkest days since democracy in 1994, I want to be reminded about the heroic struggles that led up to 1994. In January someone sent me a wonderful birthday present – a video clip from those days that includes a interview with me about the dynamics of the democratic transition that followed the release of Mandela. This forms part of the African Activist Archive that is full of clips from that era – worth a look if you are feeling depressed about the present.